Unspoken Things

Remembered, That first day ! The first time I saw you. Years been gone,  Seems like; things from yesterday. At Starting, It is Difficult to look at you, The reasons being, Less friendly & shyness I have. Really funny to compare that day with today, It is exact opposite now, It Did not seems like something wrong been committed, Its like, All the ethics & values been followed,  When I see You, Now ! I need to look at you for long, Need to observe the expression & gesture of yours , So That I be able to deliver the appropriate response in return.  I did not want to hurt you anymore, Due to any reason of mine. Your Way of leading, Your Power of controlling, Your Behavior & guts, The Worry less roaming of Yours, All the qualities & total behavior, Completely reflects the religion Where you belong.  It is good to see you, Really good, Much better When you are smiling. Even I'm not close to you, not much known to you,  Everything from your side paid...

 It was raining heavily; late already, Get a bit more; in finding the belongings. Covered in the coat; helmet on the head; Journey started ! An amazing way of freshness & chill breeze Seems everything get neat & cleaned.  Enjoying the weather ; singing a 'loud; hurried destined ! From right Under the bridge,  A memorable; Pink dress been seen, In along with familiar Bagpack. It was the  madam ; Looking for convenience. Got stop near by the Madam, looking straight towards, A beautiful act of recognizing been done by the Madam ! A sitting request been done to Madam, Something unknown been told by the Madam ! ( Still unknown; Whether it was hurriedness, loudness or cacophony of rain out there ) After looking here & there,  Another act of thinking been done. Another sitting request been made in return,  ( This time  Rapidly  with a tone of getting late) Another unknown thing been told in return. ( Reason here again remains the same ) At ...

 Every night has an END, There is morning after that,  Again there is another night, & another morning after that. & Cycle remains continue!  Similarly, This journey is filled with high & low. At some point, It feels; it get end. & then something better get happened.  & Cycles remains continue ! " kynon ghabrana raat ke us andhere se' Jab subha ki pehli kiran uss andhere ko khatm krne waali hai kynon ghamand krna us din ke ujjaale ka  Jab andehri raat ki chaadar us ghamand ko dhakne waali hai  chod fikr is uttar chaddav ki  karm kr,  Aisa kr,  jiska natteja bhukhtane ke liye tera zameer tere saath ho .. ."   

 Not hot-not Chilled. Stable at moderate rate- Talking about the temperature. It is the sign of relief after a long heated days ! In these days, An automatic believe within; everything is fine, Everything is going well. It is not only me In-fact, Everyone seems enjoying these days. I asked one person, Why are you happy ?? He said," It is Diwali Days." I'm like yeah you are right. It is Diwali ! Lights & Colors, all around. At roads, markets, Houses, Every single corner- Enlightened. The environment, Air, freshness, Everything participating to magnify these days.  People are more sacred, Seems more pure, more genuine. The Ramayana series on T.V.s & Ram-Leela events, All are participating to maintain that decorum. Every year, I wait for it. It is there now. I want to capture these moment, Every bit of it. Sometimes I think, These days need to be stay forever. Than I think if this get happened; The real joy & excitement Behind that wait, Will get diminished. ...

Never think about that Day , Never ever think; that message to be get typed, It was really unpredictable, Unbelievable ! The message came from that regret, The regret of un-availability,  The regret of selfishness,   . . . . . 

 IIt is moving with every second. Not accelerating; Not de-accelerating. It is moving at a constant rate.  It is the  TIME  which is moving.  Parallelly, Things been moving in along.  Every passing unit making a history, Making a Record. From a toddler Who was learning to walk & than A Man who is walking through a life,  Everything just happened in a Blink.  Remembering that line sung by Mr. Singh -  "ek lamhe mein simat aaya sadiyon ka safar" Many unaccountable faces been seen throughout that journey, Most of them been forgotten. Some of them; are away from this world but they all are the part of this journey. There is story for every single face I had seen; A page is there. Somehow, Whenever & Wherever those faces come Infront, flash backs happens in mind which seems like a  dream ! Faces are not only the thing which are captured by the brain.  Sometimes  a sound, smell, taste, visual or sensation reflects back memory...

KARMA is there, always there, Recording the acts; What's going through,  Doesn't matter; Whether it is right or wrong  ! KARMA takes time, Some time, To deliver the consequences what had done, Similar to the acts; Whether they were right or wrong. Due to that believe, Moving & Moving firmly, Getting fruits what I had sow, Enduring, I have to; That's only the option I'm left with. A wish, Another wish In my mind, Each & every step of mine, follows ethics & valves of mine !  . . . . 

  A Fascination makes; Hunger to achieve the thing, A Devotion makes; Care for the thing. It's not about the expectation,  (Always hurts ! ) It is all about the dedication. It's not about What had been done by the next one, It is all about what were the things done by us. It's not about what is been achieved for ourself, It is about what's been done to make the things better for next one. It's not about happiness of our's, It is all about the happiness for next one & finding the happiness from that happiness. " This micro unpredictable life span continuously test & arrange situations. No matter how worse & difficult situations are out there, Follow the path with moral values & ethics of yours. When every individual from both the sides think in a devotional way only than harmony & prosperity exist in between. Going step by step accordingly then a real Ai愛 develops. " - CONCLUDED FROM A MOVIE- VEER ZARA !

At Business level, There is agreement On which People are relying. A deal been happening in documental form, Only form that binding people at a level ! But in a family; In a relation; there is something, There is something, which is  uniting  us  together, There is something which makes; Our Parents will do best for us,  There is something which makes; Mother preparing food at home, There is something which makes; Our Friend will be there; in bad times,  There are no such type of agreement; not at all, It is believe,  THE   BELIEVE  which is something, Which is uniting us together;as a relation; as a family.  Multiple efforts required to earn a believe ! Multiple sacrifices required to earn a believe ! In a limited undefined life span, It is Time only the Time which strengthens the believe,  Believe is like a wine Which get mature with time. Once a believe get weak. It is hard, very much hard to restore. The restoration is multiple times...

I hadn't close to THE MADAM , Even I hadn't talked to the madam much; may be two or three, Years been gone, Madam 's still in the memory.  २५-०३-२०२३ Early every morning, On entrance madam was the one; first one who had been seen working behind the glass. Working, DEDICATED  to her work.  Now that place is vacant. From outside, It seems Madam A Quiet person who didn't talk much. But whenever I had a chance near the MADAM, Madam always kept talking. Talking about the past & experiences madam had.  Madam was real talkative ; A lways kept  TALKING & SMILING;  Even for a single day, Madam had not late in an entire year. Madam was  PUNCTUAL .  Madam always choose the same place whether it was for sitting or parking that's another thing I like the most. When I got to know Madam was the only one who managing her family. A Respect has been raised.  Madam was real FIGHTER . Madam was great with PURE SOUL. It felt special & respected near t...

 Its been long; So long, Many festivals & occasions been gone, Even; The morning greets were skipped ! Whom with I talk, Too Whom, A greet; I always want ! Days & regret goes on increasing, Greeting others Infront; Makes situation embarrassing. Thinking all about, Sudden appearance of yours, kindle the regret out. Looking straight toward your eyes, Which Ignoring past; from unknown time, Pressure raising as distance decreasing between you & mine !   ' MADAM ' The Word just skipped through, Unaware When, it reached to you. Focus of yours, turn around. Thinking & Thinking all about, Time was being running out,  Seems late, Everything getting out ! ' WHAT HAPPENED ' been asked? You looking me like a nourishing star. Thinking ! Nothing been coming out, Sorry remains, ' NOTHING '  only spelled out, Nothing left, only to leave the venue out ! Next morning ! Seems everything; Started from the past,  unpredictable appearance of yours, diminished the me...